TuMariposa

I am back. I felt the need to come back to the one place I could call home. Deviant art.. Yes its been quite a while, and the people that use to follow me probably don't even use it anymore. But I've missed this place and what it means to me. I could always express my fears, happiness, defeats and glory's on this journal.  I have been through great deal of pain and happiness over the last 4 years and I have to say its been challenging. Hardest part to face now is how I have let what makes me happy slip away.  I use to find such a rush from working on my photography and designs, that I have lost sight of it, and now I have nothing. I have lost

Before I share this amazing blog I found I want to say that I have been SUPER busy and I will be updating my artwork very soon! I been working on my film photography and lately my photography is getting pretty good. "We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren’t old enough and we’ll be more content when they are. After that, we’re frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together,

["In your eyes..So many urges to love...I only want to see them again"] I hope someday you can remember how it use to be. I don't want to be used.  And you might be mad for the absence of affection, but I did not feel right. I want to be treated like someone that you could someday LOVE; Someone you can share your life with; And mostly someone you can respect. --This is to the one I love. I have not known you my whole life, nor do I know everything about you, but I feel different and happy with you. I feel free, and that feeling is priceless and I found it with you; that feeling I use to look for, and pray for, was always with you.  Whe